So the shit storm that I was going through has finally seem to have broken and boy am I happy about it. I have just moved onto "I don't care" phase and God, it is good! I realized it fully last night when I was at my Wednesday night trivia game at our local pub and none of that past shit even seemed to phase me! When this started, I hoped that my "old" friends would just allow me to have my trivia and that they would stay away so that I could still have a good time at my "walking" bar. Well, they, I guess, didn't get that memo and so I was worried that they would get that activity in the "breakup" as well!
Well, Fuck them!! I am not letting it go! I went last night and had a blast!! I was talking to 3 or 4 different tables and having a great time and them being there didn't bug me in the least! And to make the pot even better, I got a barrage of text messages from one of them saying that last night was tough on them. So I have moved on from the situation and they are still in the quagmire of it. I know that is petty but it is nice not having to worry about the drama and the jealousy anymore.
I think it is good to mix up your friends after a while, especially ones that you have had some bad times with. It allows for fresh starts and new times... instead of living in the past!
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